Secret Smile

haven’t posted to flickr in a long time i finally did but i think this need to be an ungoing target i keep forgetting to. if i am serious about photography then i need to do this often. i posted to a group that critique your work and even though the response are good sometimes people can just be mean for no reason. i want my pictures commented on people telling me ways to improve not to be spiteful just cause they are pissed off at the world. so i will keep putting my pictures in this critique groups so i can get better with a lot of my photographic techniques. theres always going to be a few who spoil it for the rest.

a reminder to myself to never do weave again now i remember why i hate it so much my scalp is blazing. i hate weaves
why oh why?

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You’ll get by…

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just…

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just…

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You’ll get by…

i have the domain name i am just waiting to be approved by my host then i’ll have everything up am so excited i cant wait.
my website is for me to get my head straight career wise i will put all the work i have done in my multimedia course that i am proud of. i am also including my photography. i am not sure where making this website will take me but i think this is a way of getting things into perspective and make clear to myself what i want to do when i graduate

i think my theme tunes is Let’s Call the Whole Thing Off by
Harry Connick, Jr.

You say “either” and I say “either”
You say “neither” I say “neither”
“Either” “either”, “neither” “neither”
Let’s call the whole thing off
You say “potato,” I say “patattah”
You say “tomato”, I say “creole tomata”
Oh, let’s call the whole thing off
Oh, if we call the whole thing off
Then we must part and oh
If we ever part, that would break my heart
So, I say “ursta” you say “oyster”
I’m not gonna stop eatin’ urstas just cause you say oyster,
Oh, let’s call the whole thing off
Oh, I say “pajamas”, you say “pajamas”
Sugar, what’s the problem?
Oh, for we know we need each other so
We’d better call the calling off off
So let’s call it off, oh let’s call it off
Oh, let’s call it off, baby let’s call it off
Sugar why don’t we call it off,
I’m talking baby why call it off
Call it off¡­
Let’s call the whole thing off

i’ll see how this works for me but i say its my theme tune because am not great with words, i say things the way i like but people love correcting me. i am also very stubborn if i decide this is the way a word is said it is the way the word is said. for me this song is not just about words it also about the way i do and see things they are very different to others but i like it that way i wouldnt be me if i wasnt quirky

i sold my classical guitar and bought a proper acoustic guitar that i can in the future plug into a amp. its black i love it and enjoy playing it

my hair has been relaxer free for 2-3 years now i have been doing afro twist all that time its time for a change in style but still no relaxer am just going to do a complete weave on to my whole head even though i hate extensions on me i need a change.

i volunteer to teach photography at a homeless foundation teaching photography is fun and i learn something new everytime its definately worth doing.

well i finally found someone to tutor me am sure he’ll be shocked to find that my guitar is a classical guitar and we definately need to start from the basic like what a chord is etc. see this is one of those times i wished i payed attention in music class at school. anyways he agreed to it though i dont think he knows what he is getting himself into. i hope he is not one of those impatient tutors. he has never thought before. am going on a bit but i just cant wait.